The marks started after the first year.
At first, Leah dismissed the bruises as accidental—sleeping funny, bumping into door frames, too much caffeine. Her partner, Mark, would tease her about being clumsy. She’d laugh it off, brushing her fingertips over the faint bluish stains on her thighs or arms, wondering if she’d knocked into something in her sleep.
But the bruises spread. They darkened, deepened, and began appearing in places she couldn’t explain—her back, the curve of her neck, inside her knees. And then came the bites. Small at first, like someone had nipped her skin just a little too hard.
Leah woke one morning to find a ring of them circling her wrist, as if a mouth had latched on while she slept.
“Did you do this?” she asked Mark that morning, holding her wrist up, the small, purpling indentations fresh and obvious.
He stared at her, bewildered. “Of course not. Leah, you’d know if I’d done something like that.”
And the terrifying thing was, she believed him.
He never raised a hand to her in anger. He was calm, collected—annoyingly rational, even when their arguments spiraled out of control. She would scream, and he would wait, let her rage wash over him like rain on concrete, never cracking, never biting back. And when it was over, Leah would retreat to bed, exhausted and empty, only to wake up hours later with more marks.
It wasn’t just bites. Burns appeared on her forearms, angry red patches that blistered as if someone had pressed a cigarette into her flesh while she slept. One morning, she woke up to find a patch of her hair scorched, strands crumbling between her fingers. The stench of burnt hair clung to her skin for hours.
“Leah, you’re hurting yourself in your sleep,” Mark insisted one night after finding her in the bathroom, staring into the mirror, touching the spot where her hair had been cut to the scalp. “You don’t remember it, but you’re doing this to yourself.”
She wanted to believe him, but there were too many nights when she woke gasping, paralyzed by fear, her muscles stiff, unable to move, as if someone—or something—was holding her down. She’d feel a cold presence lingering above her, a pressure on her chest, and then the sting of teeth or the sear of something hot against her skin.
For six years, Leah stayed with him, too afraid to leave. What if he was right? What if she was losing her mind? But it didn’t feel like madness. It felt like violation—like something was feeding on her.
She finally left after the needle marks appeared.
Small punctures dotted her thighs, her stomach, and the insides of her elbows. Some mornings, she woke up with fresh bloodstains on the sheets, tiny pinpricks that left her weak and nauseous. Mark swore he wasn’t responsible—he never wavered from his story. But Leah could no longer trust him. She couldn’t trust the bed they shared, or the house they lived in. She packed a bag, moved across town, and vowed to rebuild her life on her own.
For a while, she thought it worked. The marks stopped, and she started to believe that leaving him had broken whatever cycle she’d been trapped in. She kept her distance from Mark, ignored his calls, and threw herself into her work, focusing on a future without him.
But then the bruises returned.
At first, it was just a small one, a faint yellowing circle on her ankle. She told herself it was nothing—maybe she had knocked it against a table leg. But then the bites came back. Large, deliberate ones, as if someone had been gnawing on her shoulder. The burns followed soon after. And the hair—her hair started falling out in patches, blackened at the ends, charred like it had been set on fire while she slept.
She started locking her doors, setting up cameras in her apartment, convinced that Mark had somehow found her and was breaking in at night. He must be, she thought. Who else could be doing this? It had to be him.
One night, after another restless, painful sleep, Leah stormed into the police station with photos of her injuries. She demanded an investigation, telling the officer on duty that her ex was stalking her, breaking into her home, hurting her in ways she couldn’t explain.
The officer looked at her with a practiced calm. He asked her to wait. Twenty minutes later, they confirmed it: Mark had an airtight alibi. He had been across town, having dinner with his sister, his whereabouts fully accounted for. He hadn’t left the restaurant all night.
Leah left the station in a daze. She couldn’t understand it. Mark couldn’t have done this—he wasn’t even near her. But the marks were still there. The pain was still real.
That night, she tried staying awake, keeping herself upright in bed, forcing her eyes open even as exhaustion clawed at her. She placed a small mirror on her bedside table, facing the bed. She needed to see what was happening. She needed proof, something tangible to explain the nightmare her life had become.
But sleep eventually won.
She woke hours later to the sensation of something burning against her skin—hot, searing pain flaring on her stomach. She tried to scream, but her voice wouldn’t come. Her arms wouldn’t move. Her body was paralyzed. And in the reflection of the mirror, she saw something.
It wasn’t Mark.
It wasn’t anyone.
It was her own hand, clutching a lighter, pressed against her flesh.
The marks, the burns, the bites—they were hers. They had always been hers. But how? How could she have done this to herself?
Leah thrashed in bed, her limbs still locked in place. The lighter in her hand clicked off, but the pain lingered, searing deep into her nerves. She wanted to move, to scream, to throw the lighter across the room—but she couldn’t. Her body wasn’t hers to command anymore.
Her hand dropped the lighter, reached under the pillow, and pulled out a pair of scissors.
Slowly, methodically, her fingers curled around a thick lock of hair and began snipping away. Each cut was deliberate, clean, as strands of her hair fell onto the bed, the floor. The room spun as tears welled up in her eyes.
She wasn’t doing this. She couldn’t be.
But the reflection showed only her own hands, her own face, her own body betraying her.
When she finally broke free from the paralysis, Leah’s hands were trembling, the scissors lying next to her on the bed. Her reflection stared back, wide-eyed and unblinking, but something about the woman in the mirror felt wrong. It wasn’t her—not really.
The marks, the burns, the bites—they wouldn’t stop. They had never stopped. And as Leah stood there, her heart pounding in her chest, she realized with a sickening certainty that no matter how far she ran, no matter where she moved, she could never escape the violence that lived within her.
The monster had always been inside.