Darkness engulfed Beverly, a thick, suffocating blackness that seemed to press in on her from all sides. She blinked, her octopod eyes straining to make out even the faintest glimmer of light, but there was nothing, only an endless, impenetrable void that swallowed her whole.
The events of the past few moments played through her mind in a dizzying, fragmented blur. She remembered running from the therapist’s office, bursting out into the street in a blind panic, only to be grabbed by unknown assailants and forced into the back of a waiting SUV. Had they blindfolded her? She couldn’t remember, couldn’t focus on anything beyond the pounding of her own heart and the ragged, gasping breaths that tore from her throat.
The smell of the car filled her nostrils, a cloying, artificial scent of air freshener mingled with the acrid tang of cigarette smoke and the faint, lingering odor of sweat and fear. The sounds of the engine, the muffled roar of traffic outside, the creak and groan of the vehicle’s suspension as it sped through the streets, all blended together in a disorienting cacophony that made her head spin and her stomach churn.
But then, just as suddenly as it had begun, the sensory onslaught fell away, replaced by a stillness and a silence that was somehow even more unnerving than the chaos that had preceded it. Beverly’s tentacles twitched and coiled, her muscles tensing as she tried to make sense of her surroundings, to latch onto something, anything, that could anchor her in the darkness.
And then, like a bolt of lightning piercing the blackness of a stormy sky, a scent hit her, a smell that was at once familiar and utterly alien. It was the scent of a teenage girl’s closet, a cloying, heady mix of perfume and hairspray, of sweat and hormones and the faint, lingering traces of cheap alcohol.
In an instant, Beverly knew where she was, knew with a sickening, gut-wrenching certainty that she had been here before, that this moment, this sensation, was a twisted, nightmarish echo of a memory long buried in the depths of her fractured psyche.
She was in Norma Blake’s closet, playing Seven Minutes in Heaven with Wayne Riddle, the nerdy, awkward boy she had harbored a secret crush on throughout high school. Outside the closet door, she could hear the muffled chants and catcalls of her classmates, their voices blending together in a drunken, raucous chorus of encouragement and anticipation.
With a trembling, hesitant motion, Beverly reached out into the darkness, her tentacles groping blindly for the boy she knew must be there, for the warm, solid presence of Wayne Riddle in the cramped, suffocating confines of the closet.
But when her tentacles made contact, when they brushed against the cool, slick surface of another’s skin, Beverly felt a jolt of shock and confusion run through her like an electric current. For the body she touched was not that of a human boy, but of something else entirely, something that she recognized with a sudden, sickening lurch of recognition.
It was Angele and Joanna, their octopod forms intertwined with her own in a tangle of limbs and tentacles, their presence a jarring, impossible intrusion into a memory that had no place for them, that could not possibly accommodate their existence.
And yet, even as Beverly’s mind reeled with the sheer wrongness of it all, even as she tried to make sense of the twisted, impossible reality that had engulfed her, she felt a surge of relief, of joy, of something that might almost have been called happiness, washing over her like a warm, comforting tide.
She clung to Angele and Joanna, her tentacles exploring their bodies with a desperate, frenzied urgency, her mind and senses consumed by the sheer, overwhelming need to touch them, to feel the solid, reassuring presence of their forms against her own.
They kissed, their octopod mouths meeting in a strange, alien dance of tongues and teeth and tentacles, the sensation at once foreign and utterly, perfectly right. Beverly lost herself in the moment, in the sheer, blissful relief of connection, of the knowledge that she was not alone, that even in the depths of her madness and despair, there were still those who cared for her, who would stand by her side no matter what horrors lay ahead.
But even as the warmth and the closeness and the sheer, intoxicating pleasure of the moment built to a crescendo, even as Beverly felt herself teetering on the brink of a release and a catharsis that she had never known she needed, the world around her began to shift and warp once more, the darkness of the closet giving way to a blinding, disorienting light.
She blinked, her eyes struggling to adjust to the sudden, jarring change, and found herself staring up into the faces of Angele and Joanna, their expressions a mix of urgency and concern as they shook her awake, their voices high and tight with a fear that Beverly could not begin to comprehend.
“We have to go,” Angele said, her words tumbling out in a rushed, desperate torrent. “We have to get out of here, now, before they find us.”
Beverly’s mind reeled, her thoughts a jumbled, fragmented mess of memory and delusion, of the impossible and the all-too-real. She stared at Angele and Joanna, her tentacles still tangled with theirs, and felt a sickening, vertiginous lurch of confusion and despair.
Were they real? Were any of them real? Or was this just another twist in the endless, nightmarish labyrinth of her own shattered psyche, another cruel delusion designed to torment her, to keep her trapped in the suffocating, inescapable prison of her own madness?
She didn’t know, couldn’t begin to untangle the twisted, impossible knot of her own fractured mind. But as Angele and Joanna pulled her to her feet, as they gathered her octopod parents and fled into the waiting darkness, Beverly felt a cold, creeping sense of dread beginning to take hold, a sickening certainty that no matter where they ran, no matter how far they fled, the horrors that had claimed her would never truly let her go.
For she was lost now, adrift in a sea of madness and despair, a prisoner of her own twisted, unraveling mind. And as the darkness closed in around her once more, as the last, fleeting glimpses of light and hope and sanity faded into the endless, yawning void, Beverly knew that her nightmare was far from over, that the true depths of her suffering had only just begun.
Not. The. End.
