Beggars and Monsters Part 1

Alex sat on the frigid floor of the dimly lit subway station, his back leaning against a graffitied pillar. The echoes of hurried footsteps and distant laughter filled the air, as did the scent of stale urine mixed with the metallic aroma of passing trains. A styrofoam cup sat in front of him like a silent sentinel. Every now and then, it would catch a falling coin—plink, plink—each sound a brief, hollow affirmation of his new reality.

But mostly, people just walked by, their faces blurred by the speed of their lives and the cold indifference of the city. They were ghosts in a world that had no room for him anymore; their eyes focused on the flickering screens of their phones or darting past him as though he were invisible. His presence was nothing more than a momentary obstacle on their commute, a fleeting shadow in their well-lit lives.

As he tightened his worn coat around him, Alex couldn’t help but wonder how he’d become a part of this hidden layer of New York, this subterranean world that so many chose to ignore. Once upon a time, he had been one of them—immersed in his own concerns, his own world.

Rick shuffled over, his face half-hidden by a ragged hood, the odor of unwashed clothes mingling with the already foul air. His boots scraped the concrete floor as he approached, each step heavier than the last, as if burdened by the years he’d spent in this underworld.

“Don’t let it eat you up, kid,” Rick said.

“Let what?” Alex looked puzzled, glancing up from his cup.

Rick nodded toward a darkened corner of the subway station, where graffiti of a monstrous face was scrawled on the wall—a face distorted in an eternal scream, its eyes unsettlingly hollow yet somehow gleaming. “That. It feeds on us.”

Alex’s eyes narrowed, oscillating between disbelief and morbid curiosity. “You mean, graffiti is haunting us? What are you talking about?”

Rick chuckled dryly, a sound devoid of any genuine humor. “No, not the art, the despair. That thing, whatever it is, thrives on our suffering. And the more it eats, the more we change, lose ourselves.”

For the first time, Alex felt a shiver unrelated to the cold. He glanced back at the graffiti. What had seemed like a mere doodle a moment ago now appeared far more menacing. The face on the wall seemed almost… alive, its hollow eyes meeting his as if peering into his soul.

Later that night, the already dim lights in the station flickered, casting erratic shadows along the worn tiles and graffiti-laden walls. A formless darkness coalesced around the monstrous face, shaping itself into an even more grotesque version of the graffiti art. The air turned ice-cold, each breath visible as though they were in the dead of winter.

Alex felt his heart pounding, an overwhelming sense of dread enveloping him. His will to fight, to struggle against his circumstances, felt like it was draining away, funneled into the gaping maw of the monstrous visage.

The Entity spoke, its voice not so much heard as felt, a dissonant echo reverberating through the very marrow of his bones. “I offer you a choice, Alex. Give in, give me your soul, and you can leave this place. You can have your old life back.”

The words clawed at him, tempting him with an escape from his unbearable reality. His resolve was crumbling, despair digging its claws deeper into him.

Just then, he caught sight of Rick across the platform. Despite the darkness, despite the encroaching shadow, Rick’s eyes glowed with an indescribable intensity. He mouthed a single word, clear even from the distance: “Fight.”

As the Entity’s voice filled the air, it enveloped Alex in an impenetrable shadow. Suddenly, Alex was transported into a void, the darkness punctuated by fragments of his past like disjointed clips from a horror film. He relived the moment he lost his job, the heated words during his divorce, the countless rejections, and every public humiliation that chipped away at his self-worth. Each memory was a dagger, cutting away at his resolve.

The Entity whispered, its voice slithering into his ear like a venomous snake, “See, Alex? You have always been alone, always failing. Why keep fighting? Give in, and the pain will end.”

Just as Alex was about to succumb, ready to let go, another memory flickered into view. It was a simple moment: laughter shared with friends during better times, the warmth of a hug, the serene beauty of a sunset he once watched. It was a stark reminder of how beautiful life could be.

Emboldened by the memory, Alex clenched his fists and roared, “No! I won’t let you define me!”

The void shattered like glass, and he found himself back in the subway station. The Entity shrieked, disintegrating into wisps of shadow that fled into the dark corners of the station.

Rick approached, his nod more pronounced this time, “Well done, kid. You didn’t just fight it; you beat it back.”

“But it’s not over, is it?” Alex asked.

Rick shook his head. “It’s never over. But you’ve got something to fight for now, and that’s what matters.”

Feeling lighter than he had in months, Alex picked up his styrofoam cup, now holding a few more coins than before, and joined Rick as they walked toward the dim tunnel leading out of the station. Just as they were about to leave the platform, Rick paused and turned to Alex.

“You’ve got something to fight for now, but always remember—darkness can’t consume you if you carry your own light.”

Alex nodded, moved by Rick’s words. Just then, the subway station lights flickered again. Alex glanced back at the wall where the Entity had appeared. The graffiti was still there, but it seemed to have changed. The eyes in the monstrous face glowed fainter, yet they were undeniably more focused—as if biding their time, awaiting another moment to strike.

As they walked into the tunnel, Alex felt an unsettling feeling settle over him. Something told him that this was far from over. The battle had been won, but the war—against his fears, against the very darkness that sought to engulf him—was just beginning.