Matters of the Heart

Sometimes it’s difficult to return, even if it’s to something you love, which for me is writing.

The reason? Well, while the rest of the world was focusing on the pandemic over the past two-plus years, I was dealing with the fact that my heart wouldn’t act right. I’m not going to go into too much detail but if you’re interested, you can read about it here: A Funny Thing Happened… and here: Widowmaker.

Almost a year to the day of my last stent implantation, my cardiologist sent me for a nuclear stress test (because after a few months of following the doctor’s orders and feeling fine, the chest pressure returned whenever I exerted myself) and I failed the test so miserably that I was rushed to the hospital for another catheterization, but the surgeon discovered the stents had failed and felt the best option was bypass surgery.

That was in the middle of June and recovery from open heart surgery is a creature that drags its feet at the slowest pace imaginable. Aside from the physical post-operation incision, chest muscle, rib cage, lungs, and heart pains, there are mental and emotional side effects as well, chief among them being the loss of interest in favorite activities, hence the reason why I haven’t been writing.

I intend to change that.

New story next week.

Maybe.

‘Til next now, be at peace, take care of your heart, be kind to others, and enjoy your life!

22 responses to “Matters of the Heart

  1. Life sure knows how to throw curved balls at times. Sounds like you are ready for a reset and a return to what you normally love. Sometimes our bodies force us to take a break and just recover. Not always easy, but good to hear you are back here. All the best my friend!

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  2. I’m sorry to hear about what you’re going through with your heart. I wish you a speedy recovery, and I hope you find your passion for the things you love again. Here’s to you overcoming the mental and emotional blocks.

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  3. Peace, Rhyan. Take your time. Heal. Rest. Let those creative juices flow as they intend to. I am glad you’re doing a bit better, and I hope recovery will continue to be on the plus side and get much better too.

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