Sometimes it’s difficult to return, even if it’s to something you love, which for me is writing.
The reason? Well, while the rest of the world was focusing on the pandemic over the past two-plus years, I was dealing with the fact that my heart wouldn’t act right. I’m not going to go into too much detail but if you’re interested, you can read about it here: A Funny Thing Happened… and here: Widowmaker.
Almost a year to the day of my last stent implantation, my cardiologist sent me for a nuclear stress test (because after a few months of following the doctor’s orders and feeling fine, the chest pressure returned whenever I exerted myself) and I failed the test so miserably that I was rushed to the hospital for another catheterization, but the surgeon discovered the stents had failed and felt the best option was bypass surgery.
That was in the middle of June and recovery from open heart surgery is a creature that drags its feet at the slowest pace imaginable. Aside from the physical post-operation incision, chest muscle, rib cage, lungs, and heart pains, there are mental and emotional side effects as well, chief among them being the loss of interest in favorite activities, hence the reason why I haven’t been writing.
I intend to change that.
New story next week.
Maybe.
‘Til next now, be at peace, take care of your heart, be kind to others, and enjoy your life!
MADD FICTIONAL 
Life sure knows how to throw curved balls at times. Sounds like you are ready for a reset and a return to what you normally love. Sometimes our bodies force us to take a break and just recover. Not always easy, but good to hear you are back here. All the best my friend!
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I apologize for the delay in responding but it turns out that I’m not quite back in the swing of things yet. I just wanted to thank you for your kind words, they’re greatly appreciated!
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You are most welcome. I think self-care is the most important thing you can do right now. Hopefully, better things are around the corner for you, sooner rather than later.
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You’ll bounce back, sure!!
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I’m sorry to hear about what you’re going through with your heart. I wish you a speedy recovery, and I hope you find your passion for the things you love again. Here’s to you overcoming the mental and emotional blocks.
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Thank you for your kind words, they’re greatly appreciated!
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Peace, Rhyan. Take your time. Heal. Rest. Let those creative juices flow as they intend to. I am glad you’re doing a bit better, and I hope recovery will continue to be on the plus side and get much better too.
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I apologize for the delay in responding but it turns out that I’m not quite back in the swing of things yet. I just wanted to thank you for your kind words, they’re greatly appreciated!
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You’re most welcome. No need for an apology at all.
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All the best. I was thinking and wondering about you just the other day.
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Thank you, much appreciated!
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Good to have you back, Rhyan. Cling to what gives you joy and peace. It’ll take you where you desire to be. You needed the time away, and I will be looking forward to that story. Take care, warrior. 🙂
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I apologize for the delay in responding but it turns out that I’m not quite back in the swing of things yet. I just wanted to thank you for your kind words, they’re greatly appreciated!
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I’m so happy you are recovering and feeling better. It’s great to have you back, and we’ll wait for your stories! All the best to you.
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That is extremely kind of you, thank you very much!
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It’s good to see your name pop up in my feed. Keep punching, keep healing and getting better, man!
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Cheers, Tom! Much appreciated!
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Rhyan! I’m happy to see you’re here and are recovering. Please take care. I’ll be here for your next story my friend. 🥰 Sending positive vibes to you.
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I apologize for the delay in responding but it turns out that I’m not quite back in the swing of things yet. I just wanted to thank you for your kind words, they’re greatly appreciated!
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Aww you’re most welcome, always a pleasure. You’re good my friend, best wishes. Sending positive vibes for a speedy recovery. 💞🤗
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Best to you. The very best.
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Much appreciated.
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